Well, here we go.
I was sixteen, and my boyfriend at the time (this being the boy I lost my virginity to, and was later engaged to) was 19 turning 20.
Oh to be young and stupid again, yeah... no thanks.
I was freaking out, pretending that everything was okay, ignoring the signs... Back then, having a child meant your life was over, not "Hey, here's a television show and a bunch of money!"
Once I told my parents, we spent a lot of time thinking of what it was that we were going to do.
Sperm donor and I decided on adoption, his parents wanted me to have an abortion, and to be honest I considered it... But I couldn't do it.
We decided on an open adoption, which is where the couple keeps in contact with you, sends pics, etc. After finding the perfect couple (literally perfect...) we went and met them and the adoption agency...
If i had the time and energy, i'd write you guys a book about this time in my life... but alas i don't, so here's the story in a nutshell.
in June of 2004 I had a little boy, me and sperm donor were parents for 3 days before we signed the papers.
And now?
Him and his family come to visit once a year, and me and my family visit him as well.
He's freaking adorable, super smart, athletic, he's only 8 and he has a 6-pack...
He knows i'm his birth mother, and he sends me letters and stuff he makes at school for my birthday.
All in all, everything turned out for the best. He's happy, his parents are happy, and I know that if me and sperm donor had tried to be teenage parents, we would have failed miserably.
For as much of a care-giver personality as I have, I really am not maternal... I don't know why, I just don't want to be a mom. (though never say never of course)
So there you have it.
My story.
Crazy huh?
This is why you guys never get a clear shot of my abs, they're toned as fuck, but stretched skin just doesn't rebound lol.
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Comments? Questions? This is where to ask.
:o your a milf
ReplyDeletetotal milf :o
Delete*wonders if son has mothers mouse cough*
DeleteI don't even exactly know what to say... I would be interested in a book haha. I'll just go with I love you Zoos. Thanks for sharing your story with us. <3
ReplyDeleteI have started writing a book about my lovely teenage adventure, and it isn't anywhere close to being finished. lol. Technically, yes... I am a milf... weirdddddd!
ReplyDeletepssshh your still the amazing zoos we all love regardless. cause when it all comes down too it everyone makes mistakes and atleast you knew you werent ready and did what you felt was the right thing! >33133 i dont know about you big but i feel special since she shared with us :D
ReplyDeleteAgreed I feel special just for knowing now. <3
Deleteawww, i freaking love you guys >333
ReplyDeletehahah Oops I used my real account xD oh well lol
ReplyDeletei feel for ya bro (penguinmane)
DeleteI knew it was penguin cuz of the :o on his first comment hahaha
Deletethis is nothing to be ashamed of Zooey. We all have pasts and we all will make mistakes. While your decisions may not have been the best, the outcome most certainly was not! You have done an amazing thing giving birth to life. Human life is the most sacred thing on this planet. You created a beautiful soul that has the grand privilege of experience all the good, joy, beauty, and love the world has to offer. He is part of you that will be a blessing to the others around him. Yes, it may be scary, it may be hard, it may be crazy, but in the end life will find a way.
ReplyDeleteEmbrace the beautiful woman that you are Zooey! Never forget that. You are beautiful and we love you!
- HawaiiPDX
I'm not ashamed, I just don't consider it anyone's business unless I choose, I don't consider the decisions I made to be mistakes either,I take pride in those decisions and the actions I took. But thanks.
ReplyDeleteYou are fricking amazing. Now when I go in your room I feel like I am in the presence of someone who won. Just someone that has been winning life and I hope you continue your journey with courage and joy.
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